It's been a while...

     I'm just really trying to get a lot of things in my life organized. I'm trying to learn to love myself first. It's been hard. I hope that once I get some things organized in my life, I'll be able to work on the look of this blog and hopefully blog more! I even thought about giving up photography and just concentrating on an Etsy store with some of my crochet things but to be honest with you, I get withdrawal from the camera. I want to start to do more photos for ME. I don't want to impress anyone but myself. I'm learning this.  I think I have a new series I'm going to do since I have always wanted to do a series but could never come up with something original.  I think it will involve Chance of course! I already take so many photos of him<3.  Plus, the weather will be getting nicer soon and I can do more photos! It was really hard to get motivated this winter.  I also will still work on my store but I don't think I will open it until I finish some of the products and have a "stock" and that may take a while...so maybe by the end of the year.  I also was thinking of really trying to find what I really want to do in life and just chase it down. I am right and left brained. I have the logic side telling my adventurous side to not chase my crazy dreams. That's gonna have to change.

Anyways. Done with the rambles, I promise!
 2014 is gonna be good. I'm forcing it to be!

On a side note from the true point of the whole post which is featured below: I am down 22lbs! I went from 160 down to 138! I am so so so happy and proud of myself! I'll post some before and afters soon! Promise! <3 We kinda gave up on the happyhealthyyou blog. As much as we loved doing it, It got pretty rough and the whole training for a half marathon- WHO HAS TIME FOR THAT! I mean, I make time to work out but my life is pretty damn hectic. 10-11 hour work days=no social life. I spend a lot of time with my dog and my boyfriend or making food for eating cleaner/healthier. I hate the blogs that say "you always have time to do it" NO! NO I DON'T! I'm tired. I just worked, cooked dinner, showered, walked Chance, fed Chance, got lunch ready for tomorrow and I have only been home three hours and it's 11 o'clock at night and I am not a go to the gym in the morning person.... ok- sorry. so sorry. I just had a bitch moment. Done....

ON TO WHY I WAS ACTUALLY WRITING THIS IN THE FIRST PLACE....

I bought this today:

I finally bought it for myself! I don't know why I waited so long! I ended up buying my Blythe doll that has been waiting for me to find time to work on her and now maybe that I have some new tunes coming I can sit down and start on her as well! I know, I know, I have too many projects going on but if I don't have too full of a plate, I get sad.  I am a workaholic. Seriously. It's bad. I have to slow down a bit.  

SO I had to get a record. I mean I have some old school ones, but I wanted to get something newer....

Radical Face.

This is going to be heaven! Thankfully I can plug speakers into that bad boy above because the only thing that the reviews bothered me on was the speaker quality.  

This song, in particular, I can't wait to listen to! (I wanted a record player because it reminds me a lot of my childhood. I adore it.)

My wishlist is getting smaller!
LINK: Pinterest Wish List
But now my Vinyl wishlist is growing....
LINK: Vinyls Wish List
But this is what I have gotten so far!
LINK: Accomplished Wish List

It's fun to work towards different items! I do need some new clothes so those may be next! Time to save up!

So- goodnight for now!
<3 enjoy the tune!

Shannon