I'm going to start this post out with this trailer: (was recommended to me by someone very special to me)
It's been a while since I have blogged, took a photo, worked on a project, focused on important things such as my happiness. I really am trying to find my spot in life more than ever lately.
I've thought about blogging for a living but that can take years and no for sure income. I thought about my own photography business but my confidence is not where it needs to be. I have dreamed of moving, traveling and finding a way to fill in the holes in my life. I still come up with nothing. HOW DO I MAKE MYSELF HAPPY?! Such a good question and I DON'T have the answer. I'm 31 and thought I'd be in a much different place right now- nowhere near where I wanted to be or what I thought I'd be doing with my life. I'm hoping to take on a big change- NOW. Not yesterday and not tomorrow- NOW!
I'm anxious, unhappy and frustrated with the spot I am in right now. I am angry I let it get this far and that I have settled for something that has made me so unhappy for so long. - I'm feeling like taking a leap of faith- a risk- a big risk- one that I may regret ... I'm scared, lost, confused, depressed... and I'm determined to change this. I may sink for a bit, but I am at that point where I need to take a chance- I need this change. I am not going to go to detail on the internet because we all know how evil the internet can be when you talk about personal things (that's why I'd like to mainly blog about crafts and photos but I made this damn life tab in my blog and I love to talk about myself... yes. I just said that). I do want to let anyone that may be randomly reading this that you have to follow your dreams- you got one shot to live your life to the fullest- GO DO IT! Things work out. They always do. Think positively and always look up! I've always wanted to go to Iceland and I did it- I went! I saw this movie and Iceland was in it! YOU CAN TRAVEL! YOU CAN LIVE YOUR DREAMS!
I have heard so many things lately,
"Are you sure about this?"
"Do you have a plan?"
So:
This helped:
So- go make those changes you have been waiting to make and hey- vent on a blog if you need to! <3
OH YEAH- THE SOUNDTRACK TO THAT MOVIE WALTER MITTY ROCKED:
SO INSPIRING!
